Wednesday, November 18, 2009

breaking up

im a betrayer
betrayed father
hurt mother
i shouldn't have been the volunteering-spy for mama
its all my fault
every now and then she will take this matter out and started a quarrel
and sarcastically hinting my father
i have decided to be close to God
and study hard
yes
i know i can do it
add oil
this whole family is like
very cold
no communication
no normal chatting
only quarrels
shoutings
and never ending
SCREAMINGS(exaggerating)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

awww...

oh my goodness
the world is rejecting
the world kept me outside the door
im standing alone all by myself
nobody cares
oh lonely
they ignore me
oh how sad
oh so hurt
but its ok
i will try my best and do everything well
tomorrow will be greater

i have to get rid of it!

Ahhhh!
i cannot get rid of the feeling he had for me and i had for him
i know that im wrong
and im changing
i will STOP care about him
i know no communication and yeah
we will be lost for each other
and i really hope that he can quickly confess to someone
to let me put down my heart
its still a long way to go
jia you
i don't wanna fell for anybody now
DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM!
never!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Happy Birthday to me

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to Si Qi~
happy birthday to me

祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐~
祝我生日快乐

God is blessing me now
God is blessing me now
God is blessing me now~
God is blessing me now

just to let you know
i typed them all out
i did not copy and paste
:D
today is definitely happy!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

elo once again

ehloo!Nice to meet you~I missed home,really,truly,DEFINITELY.
Anyone has QQ? Add me please.609194967.
or Facebook? Im totally empty now,although just a has tasty dinner..
my mom just came back with a stern face.she just went back to Kovan and found my father chatting on QQ with his aff.
he's too much.my mom had really blew up.she bought KFC for me,tomorrow morning's breakfasr=t,funny.i ate 1/3.there's 3.'
papa is like oh-so-bad.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

probs

I am having problems with everything i do.
I cannot change my skin.
I cannot upload a photo.
I cannot edit texts.
I wish this another very beautiful blog that i've created would be a new start.